Sanctuary no more..

It used to be my sanctuary. My home away from home.

When I have problems, I go to that place to just let my anger fade away.

But lately, I haven't been feeling that anymore. Maybe this is what moving on feels like. Or just plain drifting away to the background.

I don't have anywhere to go. I really don't. So maybe I'll just suck it in and go with the flow.
I hate going with the flow. But maybe it's something I should go through.

I feel that old familiar feeling again. Missing the people who have been significant in my life. They have all moved on. I got stuck here. Well, it was my choice. Mainly because I really don't have experience or skill to try other things. In this world, to be able to survive, you gotta learn the ropes.

I need to get myself out of the box, but fear is what's keeping me from doing it. Yeah, I say that we should take risks. But somehow, I couldn't do that, especially if I'm not equipped with what the world requires me to have. :|